• I Got Hired For A Job In Mental Health

    Yes! You heard it right! I got hired as a Peer Support Specialist in my county. Actually, I’m one of the first in my county. I’m not sure if others will be hired the same date I will be, but … Continue reading

  • Audiobook Version

    Hey guys! I’m turning my book into a quick audiobook for ya’ll. It’s my poetry book, “For The Love Of Sanity”, all in audio. All 25 poems (give or take a few). I will let you guys know when I … Continue reading

  • Update On Job

    I followed up. They still haven’t made a decision and I feel like they may not want me. I’m scared. I will be devastated if they dont choose me, but if they dont, that’s just how life goes. All I’ve … Continue reading

  • I Applied To A Job

    Pray that I get this job, please! Continue reading

  • Good Morning! ☀️

    I haven’t really wrote anything of value here in the past 2-3 weeks. My Love and I are probably over our heads with finances at the moment. No doubt we are working on that, though. We have been talking a … Continue reading

  • This Went Left

    We can’t afford the place we are living in anymore. Continue reading

  • I’m Not Sure If I’m Ready

    I apologize for not posting in awhile. Let’s start off by saying, My Love and I are not sure if we can afford rent anymore. We are considering moving back into our parents house (separately). Maybe getting our finances in … Continue reading

  • Reassessing My Priorities

    My mom called me today. I don’t have a very good relationship with her. She goes on and on about two things with me: my health, and me being overweight, and my financial status. She is very judgemental, and at … Continue reading

  • The Great 180

    I think I might have overcome the depressive episode, or starting to. Which is great. I’m not yet doing the things I fully should, but i’ve got headway on a few things. I have been searching for a new job … Continue reading

  • Update On Depressive Episode

    Here I am, recovering from my depressive episode, thinking about how to be a better person, for everyone. I’ve applied to 2 jobs, so let’s see how this goes. I thought I had cracked the code to side gigs, but … Continue reading

An Open Letter To My Extended Family

Dear both sides of my family,

I realize that I am that weird, quirky, sometimes crazy cousin, or niece. That even on the darkest days I am that bright light, but also on those brightest of days I am the dark moon. Which one you will get of me, you will just have to wait and see. I try so hard to appear normal to you, yet maintaining my quirkiness to my fellow mentally ill friends. I just need complacency somewhere. Somewhere where I fit in, just right. Somewhere where I can have both qualities equally bouncing around. I realize I don’t fit in quite anywhere with any of you, and I’m not ok with that. My yearn for acceptance has been a life long journey which has led me nowhere so far. To find a place in society that fits me just right is definitely a priority of mine. Probably a top priority. All I wish is to be accepted by you, and loved, and not have my sanity questioned. My wish is, you will take my quirky bits, my eccentricity, and help lead me to path where my mind can most flourish.

With love,

Lindsay

Audiobook + Update

So, here’s the thing. I am canceling the audiobook version of my book due to financial difficulties I am having, unfortunately. I didn’t want to, but I don’t have much money to work with as an indie author. I have promoted my book to other places. So that’s what I’m planning to do, is just promote the ebook and paperback version.

On another note, I’ve been ok. My fiance and I have been arguing about finances lately. Not sure what the future holds for me, or even us. I’m hoping for the best in this relationship. So we will see. Personally, for all of May and June, I thought everything was fine, but I suppose it wasn’t.

I’m not ready to move back to my parents away from it. It would severely disable me, mentally.

Thanks for reading! And until next time!

Do you like giveaways?

Hey guys,

I have very little to say today, BUT I will be doing a giveaway of my book in about a week. I will giving away a few copies for free! Make sure to get on the mailing list that pops up on this website’s homepage to ensure you get one as soon as I post the giveaway, or follow this website with the button that says “Follow” to the right of the homepage. The date I post it is a SURPRISE.

Stay Tuned! And keep watch!

Update To Site

Hey guys,

I have made quite a few changes to the site in the past few months. I don’t normally do that, so, yes I have a lot going on, and I plan to definitely revamp the site and some features it has.

The most recent change now being that I have a pop-up on the front page to enter your email. That’s if you’d like to be the first to know about anything regarding the site (or me!). Such as new published books, new videos, new blog posts, etc, even including site updates like these, and so much more!

You guys are the best, and I can’t wait to see the changes happening here, and in my life.

So leave your email in the pop-up, and stay tuned!

New Medication (Geodon)

So I was recently prescribed the generic form of Geodon, ziprasidone.

First day I took it was kinda crazy. I felt nauseous for 30 minutes. Then I got dizzy and fell asleep for, maybe, 6 hours.

Did all that the second day, as well.

Today is the third day on geodon. I felt nauseous, again, but it was only for half the time. I’ve been up since 2am. I couldn’t sleep. I’m not sure if this is due to the geodon itself, or the fact that I slept for 2 days straight, pretty much. I checked my weight and I have seem to lost a couple of pounds. Very excited about that, and where that will go.

I will keep you guys informed. If anyone has any experience with geodon, comment below!

Thanks for reading! And until next time!

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