• Update On Job

    I followed up. They still haven’t made a decision and I feel like they may not want me. I’m scared. I will be devastated if they dont choose me, but if they dont, that’s just how life goes. All I’ve … Continue reading

  • I Applied To A Job

    Pray that I get this job, please! Continue reading

  • Good Morning! ☀️

    I haven’t really wrote anything of value here in the past 2-3 weeks. My Love and I are probably over our heads with finances at the moment. No doubt we are working on that, though. We have been talking a … Continue reading

  • This Went Left

    We can’t afford the place we are living in anymore. Continue reading

  • I’m Not Sure If I’m Ready

    I apologize for not posting in awhile. Let’s start off by saying, My Love and I are not sure if we can afford rent anymore. We are considering moving back into our parents house (separately). Maybe getting our finances in … Continue reading

  • Reassessing My Priorities

    My mom called me today. I don’t have a very good relationship with her. She goes on and on about two things with me: my health, and me being overweight, and my financial status. She is very judgemental, and at … Continue reading

  • The Great 180

    I think I might have overcome the depressive episode, or starting to. Which is great. I’m not yet doing the things I fully should, but i’ve got headway on a few things. I have been searching for a new job … Continue reading

  • Update On Depressive Episode

    Here I am, recovering from my depressive episode, thinking about how to be a better person, for everyone. I’ve applied to 2 jobs, so let’s see how this goes. I thought I had cracked the code to side gigs, but … Continue reading

  • Met With A Job Counselor

    I had an appointment with my job counselor yesterday, and we talked about everything going on with me. My low energy, my depression, and me not working the past three weeks. He’s sending me to a psychologist so I can … Continue reading

  • Depressive State

    So I’ve just been kind of sitting here, in a depressive funk, for a couple of weeks. Not doing much of anything. And it’s getting to me. I can’t but help think i’m taking on too much, but i’m not … Continue reading

Do you like giveaways?

Hey guys,

I have very little to say today, BUT I will be doing a giveaway of my book in about a week. I will giving away a few copies for free! Make sure to get on the mailing list that pops up on this website’s homepage to ensure you get one as soon as I post the giveaway, or follow this website with the button that says “Follow” to the right of the homepage. The date I post it is a SURPRISE.

Stay Tuned! And keep watch!

Update To Site

Hey guys,

I have made quite a few changes to the site in the past few months. I don’t normally do that, so, yes I have a lot going on, and I plan to definitely revamp the site and some features it has.

The most recent change now being that I have a pop-up on the front page to enter your email. That’s if you’d like to be the first to know about anything regarding the site (or me!). Such as new published books, new videos, new blog posts, etc, even including site updates like these, and so much more!

You guys are the best, and I can’t wait to see the changes happening here, and in my life.

So leave your email in the pop-up, and stay tuned!

New Medication (Geodon)

So I was recently prescribed the generic form of Geodon, ziprasidone.

First day I took it was kinda crazy. I felt nauseous for 30 minutes. Then I got dizzy and fell asleep for, maybe, 6 hours.

Did all that the second day, as well.

Today is the third day on geodon. I felt nauseous, again, but it was only for half the time. I’ve been up since 2am. I couldn’t sleep. I’m not sure if this is due to the geodon itself, or the fact that I slept for 2 days straight, pretty much. I checked my weight and I have seem to lost a couple of pounds. Very excited about that, and where that will go.

I will keep you guys informed. If anyone has any experience with geodon, comment below!

Thanks for reading! And until next time!

Fallout

I recently had a fallout with a best friend.

There’s two sides to every story, yes.

Her side was that I called too much. She said I needed to talk to someone everyday, and that she had a life, too, and couldn’t talk all the time.

I get it. I do. I called a lot. I always needed to talk to someone and she claimed she was my best friend so I always called her. She was my goto person when I was in need.

She has since unfriended me and said she was done.

I stuck by her when she was going through abusive relationships, her drinking and drugging, and episodes of BPD. I was always there, and never turned down her conversation, calls, or texts. Even when she called me at 3AM. She used to call me a lot. Ever since she moved in with her current boyfriend, she has a life now.

Idk. I was going through a lot last month and she told me she wasn’t working for about 3 weeks. I had tried calling and she never answered the phone.

No, but I get it. People make priority what is priority to them. I was priority until she got with her boyfriend. Even when I got my boyfriend, I kept calling her.

Moral of the story is: If you claim you are my best friend, and I put my all into you, I expect reciprocation.

I dont see how I’m in the wrong. Especially when she continually told me she was a shitty friend.

I’m gonna move on without her. Going to do my own thing.

Thanks for reading! And until next time!

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